9- pre-blue

I know I need to grab a canvas, a pen, a paper , a brush or beat,

something

to illustrate the words I seek.

Maybe I should put it on this Pluto Projector by Rex Orange County.

Peace of mind comes with change and I know my pride covers the bounty.

Tried to buy your pretty heart at a price too high,

played myself tryna buy love with a disguise.

If I always do what I always did I will always get what I’ve always got, if

you’re trying to lose you’ll never win I seek to begin again

ego is paper thin.

Can’t look for different results in the same space so something is changing,

I have to kill the old me so

I must leave

It’ll be brief

I need to find my way back to me authentically.

Something new inside me grew

from the rarest bloom

of a brand new flower that activated my superpowers

and before I go

I think you should know

these words are

Something to describe in your language how much you mean to me.

Yes, you are the pink in my cheeks

and your essence makes me soft and that makes me feel strong not weak,

you make me aware of how I think,

how I speak,

when I met you, I never forget the sky was the clearest hue of