I'm Trying

I feel silly or even

LOONY, is this Some Kind of Love?

I don’t know what to say to you but some Issues have come up so Hold On,

please be patient

I’m trying.

it’s hard to give you everything when I ain’t never had that,

tell you how I feel? 

nah.

 I’m feeling like that shit wack.

but you,

you make me wanna be open, show emotion,

got me under your spell, and as of late

 I just wanna drink your potion.

all of you, 

in you

I just wanna be saturated,

even the sound of your voice got me so elated, 

I’m more than infatuated.

I’m 

feeling like a kid in a candy shop,

craving all your sweetness 

give me a rush

you my soda pop.

destined for greatness with you 

straight to the top,

just about to say I love you 

and I paused myself, 

I’m sorry…

 I had to stop

and, 

you make me feel unafraid 

so I then put everything on the glass table, transparency 

look at what I laid

out just for you, being with you is essential, 

for my future,

I gotta have you,

you’re detrimental.

my key factor, cause without you

the world ain’t spinnin’

thinkin’ about our last convo

cheesin’ from ear to ear, I’m blushin and grinnin’

I’m trying to let you in, please believe me 

I am trying,

you make me feel naked, so there’s no point in lying. 

Someone told me that

 “ Love isn't something that will save you. You’ll save yourself.”

I know you're tryna help, 

I hope you can help save me from myself. 

Love is patient, Love is kind

Love is you, please me mine,

you don’t envy, you don’t boast

at the wedding we’ll have,

I’ll make a toast 

about how you love me the most

You know,

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

Love always protects, trusts, hopes, and always perseveres.

Love never fails. 

I replace love with your name

the meaning doesn’t change 

telling you this ain’t a game, we can share a last name.

I’m like a dog ears perk up at the sound of your name,

you by my side, I stay sane

on my way to you, I’m switching lanes

I’m tryna put my words together,

you’re an artist

so

I’m tryna put them in a frame

tryna,

 paint you a picture of exactly how I feel,

so

fuck it, will you be mine?

 just take the pen, let’s close the deal.